why?

y only when i am having a sorrow n lonely heart than can i write a poem on it?
y i cannot blog d happiness?
Is it happiness is a short term memories?
Or sadness always there for u to remember?
wat am i thinking of now when i read it?
whats is my heart n mind thinking now?
WTH is wrong with me when i blogging it now?
There always a Y whenever or what ever u done b4 or doing now.

A love story to my wife Fiona Neo ( Part 1)

I just want to read a love story
To my love Fiona Neo RuiNing

You may not have the beauty of them all
but you have a heart that wins them all

" A heart that warm me whenever I am cold
That protect me from rain and shine
A heart that was like a solid pillar behind me
But a gentle hand that lift me up"

This wonderful woman had been there for me since August 2003
For the past 1 year I also find her whenever I had a bad fall.
Whenever I had a broken heart to mend. She would always be there to mend my broken heart. She really know how to fix my broken heart.

She a person who never ask anything more from me. But I always ask much from her.I really hurt this precious lady too much.
Why do I just brush her apart and only ask for her whenever I need a fixing heart?
Why do I hurt her whom love me much more than others?
Why I am such a bastard? Why am I? I ask myself?
I was blindly in love with a past. A past that had i held on for so long.
A past whom I was clinging to it when she had left long ago.
I was holding on to it which hurt this gracious lady here.
A past that I HAD FINALLY LET IT GO few months back.

BB I will never hurt you or let you cry again

HIStory

A multi face he had
Daily mask he wore
Facing life he had
With sorrow he hide

With a Cheerful mask he wear
Hide his inner feeling deep inside
Flirt he is known to many
With a broken hearts he mend

Sentimental not many know
For each love he hide
As every love start to bloom
But vanish as clould in the wind

Looking for lifetime he hope
Only memory he get from them

Pain

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Love The Pain
your kinda like me you cut for pain you love the pain and blood yay you

Cancer

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Cancer
You are emotional and loving. You are shrewd and cautious. You don't like opposition or aggravating situations. You like Romance and children. Your starstone is a Pearl.

July

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July
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood.Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets.Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studyin

WHY?

If I can feel that your love for me is true and deep,
Why is it that I still doubt it?
If I am so happy with you,
Why do I keep thinking of walking away?
If I want to build a future with you,
Why am I scared to dream?
If I know I love you that much,
Why do I want to run from you?

Self-doubt and loss of trust,
I guess.

Let time tell how strong our love is.
If it is meant to be,
Then we should be able to withstand the tests that besiege us.

We shall be steadfast in loving in each other.
We shall stick together through thick and thin.
We shall encourage each other along the road.
That much we have given our word.

How long we can stay together?
How much we can achieve together?
How much harder will this road get?
We shall let time tell.
Let time tell...

By shelly

FEEL

How do i feel your love for me?
I want to know
How do i know if you still love me?
I really want to know

Why just i cannot feel your love for me?
Why just the love aint the same?
Why i cann't feel your passion?
Why i cann't feel your concern?

Why do i still felt the lonlyness?

Wilson Stand For

W	Wonderful
I	Important
L	Loud
S	Smooth
O	Orderly
N	New

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A Love LIfe

Life is like lonely Tree
Alone out there on the hill
Facing the burning sun
Braving the torrential wind
Withstanding the thunderstorm

In the twist of fate
it may be stronger or weaker
In the eye of others
it may be beautiful or ugly

With the precious love, it blossom
But without any concern, it wither
Just like bee needs flower
Fish needs water

How i wish for your Love
How i hope for your Concern
How i wanted you by myside
My DeAr i really love u.